You know what i really enjoy?
Feeding birds. I throw little pieces of food outside of the window around 10a.m. and watch the birds eat....i hate the greedy ones that totally rape the whole situation and the dumb ones that dont realize that there's a WHOLE donut over to the left because they're all focused on this one little parcel of food but i dont wanna throw down more while they're there because they get scared and fly away. You can only do that with those gangster NY pigeons that walk up to you and say "YO SHOE IS IN MAH WAY! MOVE BITCH!"

Im gonna be a bird lady when i get older because i dont want kids and marriage scares me and itll be me, my camera, my ipod, and my pigeons that follow me to concerts.
Ill' board up my loft and write books in depth about trees that spoke an alien language and we had to contact aliens to figure out what it was saying because it was detramental to the future of the universe! That's actually a good idea.

Today; ISS. And the past 2 weeks.

Okay so today I had ISS. I was pretty pissed because it was for...
*drumroll*
NOT HAVING MY ID!

really? Honestly, it was pretty fuckin ace! We had this safe ass substitute and he was just sooooo epic because he was totally chill; he lets us listen to our ipods, text, talk, he was even gonna let me go back to class but i didnt want to because it was so fun in there...while julani was bitching about it...I mean, honestly, youre in ISS with a chill ass substitute and you WANT to go back to class? This is coming from the ultimate slacker so, my point is pretty flawed if anything.

Okay so this random guy that's in there is listening to his ipod really loud and sub's like

"Wow...I thought only white people listened to their music that loud" so he starts talking about his car and how the speakers costed more than the car itself, he goes:

"Yeah id be blastin slipknot and all you'd hear is 'bloosh blam GRAAAAAAAAH!!!'...you dont know who slipknot is do you?" and im all like

"HOMESLICE! i almost saw them at mayhemfest last year but my friends ruined it!" minus the homeslice part...

We started talking about concerts and music for a good hour! And like...club vs. arena concerts.

It was fucking awesome haha. Then all these other people came in...I met this guy named jose and he explained to me how he managed to hit a cow with a motorcycle in D.R....

Me jose and the sub were trying to talk--the other kids were WAAAY too loud. The sub said that i should stay away from credit cards because he thinks ill have like...five of them. We were also arguing about whos lazier and decided that we were on the same level of laziness because i said:

"Im really lazy..."

and hes like "Youre sitting in front of the laziest person ever!"

and im like "Once...I was soo lazy that i didnt make food and starved for about a whole day!"

and hes all like "Once I was so lazy that i didnt make food and i knew my mom wasnt coming home til 10"

and im all like "Are you shitting me?"

and hes like "I speak the truth..."



Sub-man also said that i was a "mindfuck" in one way or another...my friend chavey says the same...he probably thinks so for a good 4 reasons:

1. he sees me putting my thumb in a kool-aid packet licking it and saying "LOOK BLOOD!!!"

2. He sees me biting a piece of paper and he says "Are you eating paper? the last time i ate paper was kidergarten...do you sniff glue too?"

3. he sees me raping a book that I was reading and hes like "What the heck are you doing?" and I'm like "Theres a nerd inside the book and it wont come out cause like..a pack of nerds...yeah..."

4. He hears me talking in depth about library books...how they stink and how i wash my hands profusely after touching all the books haha...



He also tells me that in his senior he got a saturday because he went out to the 50 yard line and protested No uniforms so he is the reason why we dont have uniformes. Nevertheless, theyre trying to get uniforms AGAIN...

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The past two weeks....



Okay so I finally told my mom about my depression[mild-depression] on tuesday. She got really quiet and wouldnt look at me for the rest of the night...it really hurt. The thing is, Ive been dealing with this for over a year[i might be dysthmic] and ive been trying to figure out how to tell her because when ever i'd get in one of my "down"-moods she thinks i have an attitude when in reality i cant help it which was not helping AT ALL.

Then yesterday I had a bad day because ms. viray lost 3 of my assignments so i had to make those up and theeen i made up these two OTHER assignments and she lost those! she wouldnt take responsibility for shit...i also had 4 tests! So i told her:

"Ms.Viray lost 3 of my assignments and today she lost two of my other ones" and basically shes like "Why were you missing assignments blah blah blah...we'll talk when i get home!"



THIS IS WHY I DONT TELL YOU ANYTHING! you've given me 2 reasons in the past week...

1) you failed to acknowledge the fact that ms.viray lost 3 of my assignments and took NOOO resposnsibility for it.

2) Im doing better this year than last.[less lazy :]

3) I tell you that im depressed...the worst thing that you could do is ignore me and criticize me for it.


Another thing: A certain "friend" said something to me that really hurt my feelings. I got picked on about it alot in 7th grade and its something that i want to leave behind. Vengeance is my middle name :)
Oh and Gary Busey's latest quote: "Its called a wake-up call from God is what its called..."
He's amazing, Id totally give him one.

I honestly cant remember that far back so im gonna have to cut this short :)

Shortest post ever.

^^^that song is my reason for living.

Its my God, I BELIEVE!!!!! "